Do you know what it feels like to have one more night with your husband, and then an unfathomable number of nights apart? I sure don't! But here's the deal, i have a huge choice, I can either be mopey for the next 5+ months or keep my eyes glued to Christ who WILL provide and be there for me during the difficult moments when Darren isn't able. There is plenty of reasons to be full of joy because God has poured out endless blessings on my life.
My family has taken me in once again and i'm feeling at home! There is also a church family that has already surrounded me with their love and that means a lot to me!
It hurts though, i'm not going to lie. Today my heart feels broken from the thought of Darren leaving tomorrow morning. I keep tearing up as the understanding that i won't see him for a long time sinks in. But God is here, i believe that with all that's in me. He Remains, and that is my comfort for this first deployment!
Right now we are relaxing at my parents. He is playing World of Warcraft and i've been watching 'I love Lucy' (my favorite show! it's so funny!) I am soaking up the occasional looks at each other as our last night speeds on. I love that man. July 12 we'll be married for 2 years and it's been quite the journey! I'm crazy about him, and as the years go on i grow more respect.
I hope everyone had a nice fourth of July weekend! Please pray for us tomorrow morning!
~Laura
3 comments:
Laura, you have the strength of a thousand angels lifting you up. Feel what you feel, remember his scent, his whiskers on your cheek, and the roughness of his hands. These things will carry you through the coming days and months ahead. And remember these words: web cam!!! Get one and USE it when you are able. Email pics often, and remember that snail mail is the most precious possession for spouses overseas. Cards, secret notes, the whole gig. Make a secret greeting or sign-off that only the two of you know what it means. Make plans and surprise him often.
Most of all, share with him your ever faithful trust in Christ often. He'll need your strength and witness while he's over there dealing with all kinds of craziness.
You are in my prayers, Laura.
Gail B
i cannot imagine but you two are in my thoughts and prayers. i think of you guys often and randomly=) i deeply respect and admire you for the stand you are taking with Darren leaving. CHOOSING to look up at Christ for your strength. And to find the blessing in every situation. God is going to show you so much these next couple months.
Marla G.
i cannot imagine but you two are in my thoughts and prayers. i think of you guys often and randomly=) i deeply respect and admire you for the stand you are taking with Darren leaving. CHOOSING to look up at Christ for your strength. And to find the blessing in every situation. God is going to show you so much these next couple months.
Marla G.
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